August 8 – Keeping My Guard Up

Today, I went to Kelly’s for a burger and ended up attending a birthday party for Lulu Spencer. I was gonna leave, but Liz saw me and invited me to join the party. I had no intention of doing that since the only people I really knew were Liz and Bobbie, but Liz called me on the fact that I haven’t been outgoing lately.

I guess I just understand better now why Robin holds back so much with people. You never know when you’ll run into someone who is ignorant or prejudiced so you kinda keep your guard up just in case. I accused her of hiding behind her HIV, but I see that she’s just been protecting herself from unnecessary hurt. Who can blame her?